Dreamt to Be With You

How dark it feels inside my heart...

I dreamt to be with you...

Wished to be with you...

no....

I prayed... a lot... really hard...

I prayed to be next to you... Too close that I can touch your face

just one touch...

could save my tortured heart which became nothing but ashes
"and like a broken mirror, everything inside me is shattered"

too many pieces
too many lost pieces...

it feels that day by day... I'm losing myself

that I can find nothing but shadows of some old memories
and frozen tears...

day by day...

evil invades me that holding grudges becomes hobby

hate becoms dessert...

and sorrow befriends me till I forget how to smile.

Yet....

Somewhere inside me... beneath the ruins...

I'm sure... you're still there...

somewhere inside me there is (something) left for you and only you...

and oneday...

so soon...

I'll be close to you....

and that part you own inside of me...

will grow big...

big enough to fix me ...

to erase the pain....

and all the dark memories...

that part will grow big enough...

To SAVE me

from the one that I've become..

Until that day ...

I'll keep dreaming..

To be WITH YOU.....